Memories - they can sometimes become vague and foggy and there are times when they disappear altogether.
Therefore, because there are many things I don't want to lose track of, I will record everything in here for the sake of those moments that should not be forgotten

Friday, December 31, 2010


化作

為你受五百年風吹

五百年日曬... 五百年雨淋...

願你橋上......

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

U need to fuck ppl up, break some hearts.
Then when u do the smallest simplest not-bad deed, everyone thinks the world of u.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Miracles don’t exist in this world.
All that exists are accidents,

inevitabilities and the actions that one takes.

But sometimes the outcome of your action,
which become inevitable,

will overlap with accidents,

and fulfill your dream unexpectedly.
I don’t know if that can be called a miracle,
but there’s one thing I’m certain about.

Nothing will happen if you don’t wish for it

Sunday, December 12, 2010


Family quarrels are bitter things.
They don't go according to any rules.

They're not like aches or wounds;

they're more like splits in the skin that won't heal
because there's not enough material

Saturday, December 11, 2010


Lost friends are like our shadow, keeping close to us while we walk
in the sunshine, but leaving us the instant we cross into the shade...

Friday, December 10, 2010


There are many types of monsters that scare me:
Monsters who cause troubles without showing themselves,
monsters who abduct children, monsters who devour dreams,
monsters who suck blood... and then, monsters who tell nothing but lies.
Lying monsters are a real nuisance:
They are much more cunning than others:
They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the human heart;
they eat even though they've never experienced hunger;
they study even though they have no interest in academics;
they seek friendship even though they do not know how to love.
If I were to encounter such monsters,
I would likely be eaten by them... because in truth, I am becoming that monster.

Thursday, December 9, 2010



Can you honestly believe these things?
Do you really believe that if you pray to God the dead will come back to life?

Water: 35 Liters.
Carbon: 20 Kg.
Ammonia: 4 Liters.
Lime: 1.5 Kg.
Phosphorus: 800 g.
Salt: 250 g.
Saltpeter: 100 g.
Sulfur: 80 g.
Fluorine: 7.5 g.
Iron: 5g.
Silicon: 3 g.

And 15 other elements in small quantities...
That's the total chemical makeup of the average adult body. Modern science knows all of this, but there has never been a single example of successful human revival. It's like there's some missing ingredient. Scientists have been trying to find it for hundreds of years, pouring tons of money into research, and to this day they don't have a theory.

They say science is a lost cause, but I think its better than sitting around praying and waiting for something to happen.
For that matter, the elements found in a human being... is all junk that you can buy in any market on a child's allowance.

Humans are pretty cheaply made...

Wednesday, December 8, 2010



Can i have an


off switch

in my emotion chip


so i dun have to


feel anymore....
FML

Friday, December 3, 2010

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

You're just running away. If you think you're going to solve everything by avoiding it, you're wrong.
The only one who gets their problem solved this way is only you.
You're not so special, everybody makes mistakes sometimes. But you know what's even worse.
Not owning up. Running away.
Why don't you try apologizing to the people you hurt. And if they don't accept it, guess what? You try again. And again.
If you're really sorry. You'd do at least that.
Not some cheap crap stunt like running away.

Monday, November 29, 2010












The Stuff that Dreams Are Made by John Anster Fitzgerald, circa 1858

Humans can't live without memories,
you know. Still, they can't live on memories alone.
You have to awaken from your dreams eventually.
Because dreams you don't awaken from eventually become sadness.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

From the moment I first saw you,
you've looked so sad.
Your face shows so much pain.
Your eyes were like mine.
They looked so sad,
so hurt, so lonely...
as if you couldn't stand it.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Friday, November 26, 2010



life sometimes deals you a bad hand and
you make a lot of mistakes along the way
but as long as you believe in yourself
and walk along your chosen path

with a smile everything will be alright.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

I left myself deep in thoughts
and
drifted away from reality.
For a time, it was good.
I didn't hate it at all

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Triumph of friendship

When your friend is crying, cry with him.
When your friend is worried, you should worry with him.
And when your friend has an awkward bowel movement, then you must have an awkward bowel movement too,
If you are a friend, you should be able to share the other's pain, no matter what.
And if your friend goes down the wrong path...
Then, you must stop your friend, even if it ruins your friendship.
For that is true friendship.

Sunday, November 21, 2010


The world is not meant just to be looked at,
It's important to get the feel of things.
Don't be captivated just by what's in front of you and neglect the rest.
Free your mind, and accept everything as it is.
This is what we call enlightenment.

Friday, November 19, 2010














When
one sacrifices oneself to help
another,
it could actually be painful
to the person being
helped,
especially when that person
is of importance to them

Monday, November 15, 2010









The You of yesterday
And the You of today
joining together will become the
You of Tomorrow.
Don’t forget who you are.

Sunday, November 14, 2010


People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true.
That's how they define "reality".
But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"?
Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage.
Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs...
Knowledge and awareness are vague, and perhaps better called illusions.
Everyone lives within their own subjective interpretation
From then on, my life has always been a lie.
My name, a lie.
My career, a lie.
Nothing But lies.
I was sick to death of a world that could not be changed, but even in the world build with lies I refused to give up in despair..

Tuesday, November 9, 2010













Perhaps this is what I have always wished for since that day.
The loss and destruction of all.
That's right, one must destroy before creating.
In that case, if my conscience becomes a hindrance to me, then I will simply erase it.
I have no other choice but to move forward
I have no other choice but to move forward

Monday, November 8, 2010



Her smile...I finally know what it means...
She cannot accomplish anything by herself...she has to depend on others for everything....
So her smile...her smile is the only way she can thank others for helping....
She was the one who taught me, that there r things in life u can't accomplish by yourself...
I guess wishes are the same...
Things that you can't accomplish with your own powers,
you ask for the assistance of others...

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Family is other people. No matter how close your blood relationship is…no matter what your relationship may be…anyone other than you is not you!
And so you have to think it over and decide for yourself!
Take away other people’s wants and needs, and decide if this is something that is necessary for you!
It may cause hardships to others…but you want it.
That’s your free will right there!
But you ignore that and decide based on someone else’s advice, because decency demands it, because people say it’s awful, you will fail to quit.
No one could succeed that way!
You don’t understand what you’re trying to do.
With that as your background, how do you expect to make a promise to yourself?
But the opposite way…there are risks there, too, of course.
If you decide to take the action that best suits you, there will be people who won’t understand…people will be saddened by your actions...

I can see where ur hidden skeletons are...
but can you see mine...

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Friday, November 5, 2010

How I envy the feeble and frail...
If I were inept, I could simply blend in, not stand out, and get lost in the crowd...
I yearned to be just another sheep...
And if that was asking too much i'd settle for ... walking amongst the lions...

Thursday, November 4, 2010


Instead of dwelling on the fact that 'if'....
Or maybe thinking that I don't have to.
It's now clear.
After all, now I don't have to return to that ludicrous world.
I like this new world now.
It's not so bad

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

All sound has died out, and the cold, dark night fills the room.
Unable to get to sleep, holding on to the covers.
Suddenly, that's when it strikes, as if your chest is being squeezed and wanted to cry.
A painful and uneasy feeling.
From the depths of the heart, a thing called "loneliness" will come

Tuesday, October 19, 2010




Even at a time like this there's not a single word of rescue from the one you worship. You see?
That is the truth of this world. He doesn't watch anything and doesn't save anyone...

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Well, how about this.
My "luck" versus this thing's "curse"... wanna see what's stronger...?
If I lose, then I'm just that much of a man anyways...

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Words...

The life form… consists of many different kinds of ties. The natural patterns. The flow of time. The shell that is labeled ‘the body’. The soul that is labeled ‘the conscience’. This is the lock that all life forms share. But there is a certain kind of lock that can only be used on humans, is words.

Words, once it has left your mouth, it cannot be uncalled. It cannot be nullified. People don’t understand how strongly they’re tied down because of it. But they continue to use that lock. Words are something living and sometimes, it can even tie down a person’s life

Friday, September 17, 2010

In others' eyes, I am part of the world.
But when I look out at the world from my own vantage point, I am not in it.
What I see is the world.
As an observer, I am the point of view that creates the world.
I can't belong to the world.
In principle, we can say that it's the truth.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Form = Evil

Do you know what the greatest and worst invention that humans ever made was?
Television and the Internet.

Television & the Internet controls people using information and steals their sense of reality.
Yes. Now television & the Internet itself is a religion.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

We're nothing like God.
Not only do we have limited powers,
but sometimes we're driven to become the devil himself

Monday, September 13, 2010

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Sincerity with respect to yourself! No matter what your objective…no matter who you are…if you are going to do something or not do something, that is a promise to yourself. And the one who keeps the promise, or breaks the promise, is you. No one else can be burdened with holding you to a promise that’s made to yourself

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Being Different


Normal? What's normal? To only do what the masses do?
And what is the benefit of that?
Where is the problem in adopting a custom that is 'abnormal' if it has no negative effect on the world at large?

Sunday, August 29, 2010

There are many unusual things in this world. Everyday events occur that cannot be explained. Bizarre phenomena that often go unnoticed because people close their eyes to what they don't understand. But the truth of the matter is, there are many unusual things in this world. And people.... People are the most mysterious of them all

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Mankind is a creature that no longer evolves, is it not?

One theory says that man is a neoteny and is no longer able to evolve.

If this is true, then what an absurd creature mankind has evolved into.

Not knowing what it is that drives them they keep their bodies merely to satisfy the desires of the flesh.

They're worthless, don't you think?

That's all mankind is

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Memoirs of the young hearts

Nice memories have their own scent.
Whenever you are veiled in its scent,
Your heart can always return to your unforgettable past.
Together with your own scenery that will never fade.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

The first law



Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is first law of the world that i was taught of equivalent exchange. In those days, i really believed that to be the world's one and only truth.

Sadly, now i'm older.
The world isn't perfect, and the law is incomplete. Equivalent Exchange doesn't encompass everything that goes on here. But I still choose to believe in its principle: that all things do come at a price. That there's an ebb, and a flow, a cycle. That the pain we went through did have a reward and that anyone who's determined and perseveres will get something of value in return, even if it's not what they expected.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Perfection?

There is no such thing as perfect in this world.

That may sound cliché, but it's the truth.
The average person admires perfection and seeks to obtain it.
But what's the point of achieving perfection?
There is none. Nothing. Not a single thing. I spit on perfection!
If something is perfect, then there is nothing left.
There is no room for imagination.
No place left for that person to gain additional knowledge or abilities.
Do you know what that means?
For scientists, perfection only brings despair.
It is their job to create things more wonderful than anything before them, but never to obtain perfection.
A scientist must be a person who finds ecstasy while suffering from that antinomy.

Friday, August 20, 2010

Les Miserables

Le point d'un reve est d'avoir quelqu'un pour celebrer avec quand il s'agit de vrai...

Bonne Nuit...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

l'amour est...

Je l'aime toujours, meme si elle est un demon...

Maybe it's impossible to feel exactly the same way as another person, but it's possible for people to care about one another and to place their hearts as close together as they can manage.
I'm sure that's what it means to make your hearts as one

Monday, August 16, 2010

Insignifiant


Then Orisky Milky Way


Have you ever realized how insignificant your existence is on the planet?

Sunday, August 15, 2010



Possibly humans can exist without actually having to fight. But, many of us have chosen to fight. For what reason? To protect something? Protect what? Ourselves? The future? If we kill people to protect ourselves and this future then what sort of future is it and what will we have become? There is no future for those who have died. And what of those who did the killing? Is happiness to be found in a future that is grasped with blood stained hands? Is that the truth?

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Salt & Pepper

Salt & Pepper




Found this on the railings of the road. Will the owner please come claim your lost items. You left it at the Junction between Paya Lebar and Geylang East.
xoxo

Friday, August 13, 2010

Je suis là ...

Un jour, tu vas rencontrer un garçon qui vous traite comme vous meritent d'etre traites. Comme le soleil leve et se couche avec vous. Il peut avoir ete toujours ete a vos cotes, mais vous omettez de le voir...



Mobile Blogging from here.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

If you love someone, she could make you sad. She could even make you feel lonely sometimes. But that someone can also make you happier than you'll ever be....

Monday, August 9, 2010

Wandering Thoughts

People say that they want to be free as a bird.. Is it because they can fly? But what happens when a bird got lost flying out at the sea and need to rest? They may have regretted having wings in the first place.

I'll always be by your side, just like the wind that flows through your hair

Remini~




I was younger then, I wasn’t afraid of anything,
I didn’t think about dying for a second. I thought I was invincible.
Then I wanted to live,
I started to think like that; for the first time I was afraid of death.
I had never felt like that before

Sunday, August 8, 2010



When I was little, I didn't understand why ferris wheels existed.
They were just sluggish and went up high. I got bored with it after only one ride.
The roller coaster and the loop slider... I only paid attention to the thrilling rides.
But... I kind of understand now. Ferris wheels are for slowly cutting across the sky with the person you like and maybe saying things like, "Isn't this a little scary?"

Saturday, August 7, 2010


They say that we should love ourself first before other people learn to love us.
but it's not as easy as it seems.
sometimes, we need someone to accept us and love us first.
then, we would learn to see ourselves through that person's eyes and learn to love ourself

Friday, August 6, 2010

seeing it through

Humans are things that don't know the true vlaue of something precious until they lose and if somehow, they get that precious thing back, they'll forget its value...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Cowardice...


You think you can just escape?
Walk out of this world like it's some bad movie?
It's too easy to make like a bird.
To flap your wings as you chicken out after causing all these problems.
The tough part's walking.
Taking what comes along and walking right through it.
That's what real people do.






Wednesday, August 4, 2010

If... if i were the rain that bind together the earth and sky...
who in all eternity will never mingle...
would I be able to bind the hearts of people together...


Frenz




To me, the world is not only the shape on the map. all i see are the face of myself and my friends.... I am an awful person aren't i? instead of the real world, all i care are my friends.
That's because they are my whole world...... if just one of my friend dies, To me, it's the same things as a part of the world being destroyed.


You're not forgotten...

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs.
Maybe there was a glitch in my brain.

Monday, August 2, 2010

I've many things I want to do.
I want to be a teacher,
I want to be an astronaut,
I want to open a cakeshop,
I want to go to the donut shop and say "give me everything!",
I also want to go to 31 icecream stalls and say "give me one scoop for each flavour!"
if only i have 5 lifetimes.
then i can be borned at different places,
eat different things for those 5 times..have 5 different type of jobs..
and..for those 5 times...i'll fall in love with the same person...

Saturday, July 31, 2010

30's a charm?



A friend of mine commented. 30's a charm. You're supposed to acting your age but you're not.
That really sets me wondering. Do we always have to contain the kid in us? When i was a child, i behave like a child, i think like a child. But now as i grow older, i think like an adult and have to act like one. We dun always have to put up to be at our age all the time, when u're with a child, u act like one, think like one and happy times it is. When u're with someone older, u expect to share wisdom and knowledge and expected to have the respect returned. So really... age does matters at some point or your mentality matters most?




Friday, July 30, 2010

We are just in our own world...


People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true.
That's how they define "reality".
But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"?
Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage.
Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?

Thursday, July 29, 2010

When you live, your life will end sooner or later... The body will return to the earth. Grass and flowers will grow on top of it. The soul will nourish the hearts... and it will live on in the hearts of other people. Everything in this world flows around and circulates. That goes for human lives too

Saturday, July 24, 2010



On the sixth day, God created Man in His own image, now it's up to us to figure it all out. Right...wrong...good...evil...in each of us is the capacity to decide what drives our actions.
So what is it, then, that makes some choose selflessness, the need to devote oneself to something greater, while others know only self-interest?
Isolating themselves in a world of their own making?
Some seek love, even if only unrequited, while others are driven by fear and betrayal.
There are those who see their choices as dark proof of God's absence while others follow a path of noble destiny.
But in the end, good, evil, right or wrong...what we choose is never what we really need.
For that is the ultimate cosmic joke, the real gift that God has left behind.