Memories - they can sometimes become vague and foggy and there are times when they disappear altogether.
Therefore, because there are many things I don't want to lose track of, I will record everything in here for the sake of those moments that should not be forgotten

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

You're just running away. If you think you're going to solve everything by avoiding it, you're wrong.
The only one who gets their problem solved this way is only you.
You're not so special, everybody makes mistakes sometimes. But you know what's even worse.
Not owning up. Running away.
Why don't you try apologizing to the people you hurt. And if they don't accept it, guess what? You try again. And again.
If you're really sorry. You'd do at least that.
Not some cheap crap stunt like running away.

Monday, November 29, 2010












The Stuff that Dreams Are Made by John Anster Fitzgerald, circa 1858

Humans can't live without memories,
you know. Still, they can't live on memories alone.
You have to awaken from your dreams eventually.
Because dreams you don't awaken from eventually become sadness.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

From the moment I first saw you,
you've looked so sad.
Your face shows so much pain.
Your eyes were like mine.
They looked so sad,
so hurt, so lonely...
as if you couldn't stand it.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Friday, November 26, 2010



life sometimes deals you a bad hand and
you make a lot of mistakes along the way
but as long as you believe in yourself
and walk along your chosen path

with a smile everything will be alright.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

I left myself deep in thoughts
and
drifted away from reality.
For a time, it was good.
I didn't hate it at all

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Triumph of friendship

When your friend is crying, cry with him.
When your friend is worried, you should worry with him.
And when your friend has an awkward bowel movement, then you must have an awkward bowel movement too,
If you are a friend, you should be able to share the other's pain, no matter what.
And if your friend goes down the wrong path...
Then, you must stop your friend, even if it ruins your friendship.
For that is true friendship.

Sunday, November 21, 2010


The world is not meant just to be looked at,
It's important to get the feel of things.
Don't be captivated just by what's in front of you and neglect the rest.
Free your mind, and accept everything as it is.
This is what we call enlightenment.

Friday, November 19, 2010














When
one sacrifices oneself to help
another,
it could actually be painful
to the person being
helped,
especially when that person
is of importance to them

Monday, November 15, 2010









The You of yesterday
And the You of today
joining together will become the
You of Tomorrow.
Don’t forget who you are.

Sunday, November 14, 2010


People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true.
That's how they define "reality".
But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"?
Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage.
Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs...
Knowledge and awareness are vague, and perhaps better called illusions.
Everyone lives within their own subjective interpretation
From then on, my life has always been a lie.
My name, a lie.
My career, a lie.
Nothing But lies.
I was sick to death of a world that could not be changed, but even in the world build with lies I refused to give up in despair..

Tuesday, November 9, 2010













Perhaps this is what I have always wished for since that day.
The loss and destruction of all.
That's right, one must destroy before creating.
In that case, if my conscience becomes a hindrance to me, then I will simply erase it.
I have no other choice but to move forward
I have no other choice but to move forward

Monday, November 8, 2010



Her smile...I finally know what it means...
She cannot accomplish anything by herself...she has to depend on others for everything....
So her smile...her smile is the only way she can thank others for helping....
She was the one who taught me, that there r things in life u can't accomplish by yourself...
I guess wishes are the same...
Things that you can't accomplish with your own powers,
you ask for the assistance of others...

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Family is other people. No matter how close your blood relationship is…no matter what your relationship may be…anyone other than you is not you!
And so you have to think it over and decide for yourself!
Take away other people’s wants and needs, and decide if this is something that is necessary for you!
It may cause hardships to others…but you want it.
That’s your free will right there!
But you ignore that and decide based on someone else’s advice, because decency demands it, because people say it’s awful, you will fail to quit.
No one could succeed that way!
You don’t understand what you’re trying to do.
With that as your background, how do you expect to make a promise to yourself?
But the opposite way…there are risks there, too, of course.
If you decide to take the action that best suits you, there will be people who won’t understand…people will be saddened by your actions...

I can see where ur hidden skeletons are...
but can you see mine...

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Friday, November 5, 2010

How I envy the feeble and frail...
If I were inept, I could simply blend in, not stand out, and get lost in the crowd...
I yearned to be just another sheep...
And if that was asking too much i'd settle for ... walking amongst the lions...

Thursday, November 4, 2010


Instead of dwelling on the fact that 'if'....
Or maybe thinking that I don't have to.
It's now clear.
After all, now I don't have to return to that ludicrous world.
I like this new world now.
It's not so bad