I`ve always been someone’s tool.
I was the tool of the System & Society.
Then, I became your tool.
Yes, I might’ve been just your tool in the end.
But the time I spent with you was genuine.
Thanks to that memory I’m finally a human.
So now I’m not a tool.
This is my own will.

Friends are Funny

L: Human bodies are lighter than water, so we should be able to float even if we don't do anything.

T: Really? But if that's true, no one would die from drowning.

L: Their bodies always float to the top.

T: I see. I should be a corpse!

So I woke up, and the world in front of my eyes was neither heaven nor hell,

it was reality.

Swans Reflecting Elephants (1937) - Salvador Dali

People are always talking about hearts.
It's as if you hold them in your hand.
But my eyes sees nothing and what it doesn't see, doesn't exist.
That's the way I've always thought.
What is a heart?
If I rip open your chest, will I see it?
If I crack open your skull, will I find it in there?

When I think of life, I think of a small journey.

A journey that only lasts for a short time compared

to the universe we were born in.

Why do we try to survive when we know our existance will soon after fade.

Why do we live? Is there a reason we're born into this world?

But as my mind wanders, I realize that it doesn't matter why we're here.

We're here to live life to the fullest.

We're here to explore.

To make friends.

Or maybe enemies...But the point is we're here.

And as long as im here, I want to live my life to the fullest..with the people I love.

Such a short lifespan is given to us...and for what purpose.

We learn so many things...But for what?.

We all imagine ourselves the agents of our destiny, capable of determining our own fate.

But have we truly any choice in when we rise?

Or when we fall?

Or does a force larger than ourselves bid us our direction?

Is it evolution that takes us by the hand?

Does science point our way?

Or is it God who intervenes, keeping us safe?

Lately i feel people have so much sadness with what they lost.... they forgot to be happy with they what they already have...

Stumbled and fall

Dear M.I.A Friend ,

You're going to be all right.
You just stumbled over a stone in the road.
It means nothing.
Your goal lies far beyond this.
Doesn't it?
I'm sure you'll overcome this.
You'll walk again...soon.

Yours Sincerely,

Your Stupid Friend
xoxo

All sound has died out, and the cold, dark night fills the room.
Unable to get to sleep, holding on to the covers.
Suddenly, that's when it strikes, as if your chest is being squeezed and wanted to cry.
A painful and uneasy feeling.
From the depths of the heart, a thing called "loneliness" will come

I have ventured through childhood

with all the wonders and dangers in it.

I have placed my childhood fantasies aside,

and picked up hopes of becoming who I want to be.

I have conquered fear itself, now

I only fear of becoming nothing.

I have stopped pretending to be what I thought I was going to be,

and be what I am only what I make of myself.

神也不能阻挡

你想离开的心

为什么拯救地球

是那么容易

为什么束手无策

我和你的爱情

为什么我能飞天

也能够遁地

为什么我却没办法

长驱直入你的心

最凶狠的怪兽

也不能与我为敌

那为何害

怕你的泪滴

谁要这样超人

连自己也救不起

Decadence

Medicated,
Drama queen,

Picture perfect numbelligerence,

Narcassistic,
Drama queen,

Craving fame and all its decadence

What's your rush now?
Everyone will
Have
His
Day
To
Die

I hope the end of the world comes

And so is the Golden City blackened

With each step you take in my Hall.

Marvel at perfection, for it is fleeting.

You have brought Sin to Heaven

And doom upon all the world.

-Threnodies 8:13