Choices

Read something like this in a e-book about God.

"Abel and Cain, both sons of Adam. Abel chooses God. Cain chooses murder.

And God lets him.

Abraham and Lot, both pilgrims in Canaan. Abraham chooses God. Lot chooses Sodom.

And God lets him.

David and Saul, both kings of Israel. David chooses God. Saul chooses power.

And God lets him.

Peter and Judas, both deny their Lord. Peter seeks mercy. Judas seeks death.

And God lets him. "

There are times when God are dissapointed by the bullshit we given him.

There are times he sent a storm and stir us.

There are times when God sends blessings to lure us.

But then there are times when God sends nothing but silence.

And when all faith is lost... still choosen by his affection of love for us..

he has given us the greatest gift of all.

Freedom of our own choices.

This is both beautiful and poignant.

As long as you choose him, he will not forsake you.

But he will not make you choose him.

He just lets you.

*I'm kinda an agnostic, but i think this is beautiful.

Being given a gift of choices.

We should all be glad we always get to make choices.

Yet most of the time, we abuse that gift and ended up questioning God for everything that happened.

Maybe it's ourselves we should question.*