As long as there's at least one person who understands me, I'll be okay

When I was young I used to think the world was a happy place.
Then I learned the truth: that nothing is fair and everything you love gets taken away

I wanna be like the air.

The good-hearted person whose kindness overflows
and people realize how important he was to them, once he is gone.

I wanna be that kind of person.

Somebody cries in the middle of the night

The neighbors hear but they turn out the light
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it will be too late

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Normally I hate people who whine all the time... but in your case... it would be okay... to complain...Be selfish... Say what you want... once in a while... It's okay... To let yourself be sad.

If happiness had a form what would it look like?
It might be something like glass,because one doesn't notice it normally.
However,it is actually there.
As proof,if you change the angle you look at it,the glass will reflect light.
It will state it's presence and existence more eloquently than any other thing in this world.

In the autumn it is said that the reason why leaves fall down from the branch is to make way for new leaves to grow. No matter how sad the fallen leaves look, there will always be new sprouts in the spring. Perhaps, emptiness in the heart is something similar to that.

Forgotten

When do you think people die?
When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of a pistol?
No. When they are ravaged by an incurable disease?
No. When they drink a soup made from a poisonous mushroom!?

No! It's when... they are forgotten.

Only Fools

Once upon a time, there was this foolish traveller, who'd gone on a journey, why was he foolish, well because he was fooled by everyone he met.

“Please some money for medicine” said an old lady, and he gave money to her.

Everywhere he went people made up all kinds of sad stories to tell him, and the traveller fell for every one of them,

“I have a sick younger sister” a little girl said to him, “I don’t have money to buy seeds to plant in my fields” a man said to him, and he gave to them each something of his.

Pretty soon his money, his clothes, even his shoes had been cheated away from him, but the foolish traveller was always glad to help, and he always told people the same thing, he said, “I wish you happiness”.

But by this point though, the traveller was completely naked, and with nothing left to cover himself, he decided to leave the main road and travel through the dense forest, where no one could see him.

But soon he was discovered by the goblins that lived in the woods. The goblins wanted to eat the traveller’s body, so they begged, and they pleaded, and they used kind words to try and trick him, of course, the traveller was fooled, first he let the goblins eat one of his legs, then an arm, then more and more, before it was over, all the traveller had left was his head.

He’d even given his eyes away to the last of the goblins, and as that last goblin was eating the traveller’s eyes, he turned and said “Thank you traveller, in return I leave you this present”, what the goblin left was a slip of paper with the word "fool" written on it.

The traveller couldn’t see it, he didn’t know what it was, even so, tears began to float of his face.

“Thank you” he said, “This is the first present anyone’s ever given me, I’m so happy, I’m so happy thank you”.

Even without his eyes, he cried and he cried great tears of joy. Then the traveller died… the smile is still on his face.

…I feel so sorry for him, see… lost, hardship, things like that, you can’t really focus on them. The traveller didn’t, he never thought about his own troubles at all, I imagine that it probably does sound foolish to some people, but not to me. I don’t think he’s foolish at all, even though other people would probably think he was being tricked, I don’t think he was, I think he did exactly what he wanted to do… I think more than anything he just wanted to make other people happy.

In the blue sky
the white clouds float around
And it’s really pretty to look at
If you look up at the sky after falling down
the blue sky is also today
stretching limitlessly and
smiles at me… I’m alive

We say we love flowers, yet we pluck them.
We say we love trees, yet we cut them down.
And people still wonder why some are afraid when told they are loved

The world has achieved brilliance without wisdom,
power without conscience.
Ours is a world of nuclear giants and ethical infants.
We know more about war that we know about peace,
more about killing that we know about living.

What is it that makes us human?

It's not something you can program.

You can't put it into a chip. It's the strength of the human heart.
The difference between us and machines.

When a person dies, he disappears, along with his past, current lifestyle, and his future.
Many people die everyday....they die easily and in surprisingly simple ways.
Those who die have goals and dreams, but everyone has something as important as those.
Parents, siblings, friends, lovers... people who are important to you.
They trust and help each other.
The bond between the people important to you ever since birth and the string that binds them becomes thicker and stronger as time goes by... It's beyond reason.
Those bound to you by that string will do that because it is important.

Found Hope?

Plants are great aren’t they

even when it rains and they get soaked
they still stay put there, growing fresh flowers
I want to become that strong too

Right now if I don’t write down the things in my heart,

Tomorrow..

then I would forget it and it would disappear,
right?

This blog ..is evidence that I’m alive right now?

People shouldn’t dwell on the past
It’s enough to try your best in all that
you’re doing now

Sigh...I used to really want to be just an guy making an average living...
Marry a regular girl who's not super pretty, or super ugly,
have two kids,
a girl and then a boy...
Retire when my daughter got married and my son successfully grown up and stable down...
and then just spend the rest of my life playing games or travel,
a carefree and leisurely retirement,
watched the clouds and laze around... dying of old age before my wife...
that's the life I wanted... And yet I ended up exerting myself...
so unlike me...even though I wanted to reach the end of my life like a regular guy...
I had to go and get myself into tiresome situations...

I can't be sure if a person's destiny is like a cloud floating on a fixed current that it can't escape..

Or if people are able to ride on whatever breeze they choose.

I don't know.

I don't completely understand it yet.

And maybe the destination is the same, no matter what you choose.

Just when you choose one course, along comes someone who's picked a different path,

one that's devoted to living life to its fullest.

There's real strength to be found in that love of life,

I finally understand that because,

I have only one goal...

work on my dreams that i have eluded for so long

The Pain Of Being Alone...Is Completely Out Of This World, Isn't It?

Wha... what sad eyes... very... lonely eyes...
Him... and a monster...
Just like me...
I loathed everyone...
I couldn't understand who I was or why I existed as a hated being...
... Ever since then, their eyes seemed colder than ever...
... It was so painful...
But...
Now I have people who acknowledge me... That's why I... I can be unconcerned about being possessed or treated coldly by them...
Because... I'm not alone anymore!
I had no idea how happy that would make me...
I felt blessed from the bottom of my heart...
I am allowed to be here... knowing that I do exist, made me feel relieved.
That's why it kills me to think about how it used to be. That pain is not usual...
It's a pitch black Hell.
If...
If I were still alone...