Sigh...I used to really want to be just an guy making an average living...
Marry a regular girl who's not super pretty, or super ugly,
have two kids,
a girl and then a boy...
Retire when my daughter got married and my son successfully grown up and stable down...
and then just spend the rest of my life playing games or travel,
a carefree and leisurely retirement,
watched the clouds and laze around... dying of old age before my wife...
that's the life I wanted... And yet I ended up exerting myself...
so unlike me...even though I wanted to reach the end of my life like a regular guy...
I had to go and get myself into tiresome situations...