I’ve been so unmotivated lately,
I’ve even been too unmotivated to take my medication,
despite knowing that it’s suppose to make me feel a little better....
I’ve only taken it about 3 times in the past 3 weeks,
despite having to take it 3 times a day....

I’m not depressed or anything.
I hang out with my friends,
and we joke around and have a good time pretty much.
But it kills me knowing that nothing is going to change.

What’s the point of living life when there’s nothing to live for?
It all ends sooner or later.
Everything I work for,
that I put so much time and effort into,
will be for nothing.