A subtle rend of anxious skin
A gentle pulse of crimson
Just enough to hush the demons
Shrieking inside my brains

Today i was nearly knock over by an incoming car when i cross the road, it's like i never noticed it and was unintentionally not looking out for it.
The driver wind down his window with his fist and asked :"Don't you care about about your life?"
I didn't answer him and moved on but in my head it quickly whispered :"No i don't..."
I have to kill these feelings before it kills me....