18 November 2009... guess that was when i think i'm dead;

or i expired when she left the world...

And then i started rotting away at the core.

I started rotting and then i got mouldy;

and then i was just this mess for a while;

and then i was just there for a bit...

i wasn't rotting;

i wasn't mouldy;

i wasn't a mess;

i was just stuck and unaware....

And thats how i was for a while...

And sometimes it felt like i was ok and then other times it would feel wrong....

And then i started crumbling and now i'm falling apart even more....

I was already dead and that's why nothing matters

because its only a matter of time before i'm gone....

and we'll be together again...